I am very aware of my need to be saved and rescued. I understand it when you say you fear that help will go away if you suddenly become "ok". For me that feeling comes from not being heard as a child when bad things were happening. I feel that part of me, that child, has never really grown up. I have come a ways in working thru these types of feelings. I think everyone needs to feel taken care of at times. It takes courage to do this life thing on your own.