thank you, shh! I usually don't have such a hard time, but last week was just tough. I have written things down to process with her tomorrow...I am going during work, so I can't get but so worked up because I don't want to look all droopy when I get back to work...(that could be a help or could thwart my efforts to really say what I am feeling, but not going to dwell too much on it)..trying to have a better week. Trying to work thru processing things that make my ED stick around. I hope you are doing ok :) i will let you know how the appointment went.