Shh, I wanted to tell you that I enjoyed your post. I feel we are very similar in many ways. I appreciate your honesty and how you share both your good days and your bad days. I am encouraged to hear you are doing better at this time. Yes, being vulnerable is risky,but it does free up a lot of isolation once we realize that people aren't going to leave us just because we are humans with needs. Sounds like you have worked thru a very difficult time in your life, and are doing well. I am proud of you. I hope that you can continue to have this hopeful outlook. :)