Kym - Thank you for your comment - I didn't even realize that your original post was from 2009. I am so happy to hear that you have come far in your recovery since then. Your note made me feel inspired and understood. I am so ashamed and have been saving my pride by hiding my ED also. Would you mind if I ask what kind of help you have found? Therapists, nutritionists, etc.? I have called a few outpatient facilities and they say they will call me back when they determine the right therapist in their practice for me but they never call back. Very disheartening. Thank you and I hope you continue to heal on your recovery path!