I think i might be postponing and hiding!! Not quite sure. My T told me today that she's done "fighting" with me and this ED. She said I can stay at this weight, because I'm "Clearly not willing to gain any weight" and we will talk about other things. She said that's she's tired of fighting me. I get it, I would be too. She can't change me if I don't want to do anything to change. So, we'll see what happens.