Dear Kym, You are making great progress. Here's a point for you to consider. Anything you feel, and I mean anything, is what a human can feel. Somewhere an artist has painted it or a sculptor has sculpted it or an author has written it. Go to the classics in books, go to museums and be alert for when an artist expresses what is in you. You'll recognize it when you meet it. This can be so very helpful in not only identifying your feelings but also accepting your own humanity. Thank you for writing! Hope to hear from you again. Joanna