Sorry...just re-read what I put and realise that it could be taken out of context... ...I guess what I mean is, not everyone cares (about themselves or others) - sometimes it's too hard and too painful to care. But your T should know that, and I know that too...and right now you might not care whether your T cares, whether I care, whether Joanna cares, whether other people reading this care about what happens to you...but hopefully when you feel in a better place, you will see that people do care about you, and that you are worth caring about! Sending you lots of hugs - it might not feel like it right now, but you can do this PTC!