Oh Boy! Have they!  But thanks to you Joanna for your assistance in helping me with this previously and then this article I see the truth of this now- that must mean am doing well with my recovery process! It is one of the hardest parts i have been through so far and sometimes even now in certain moments (Moments only!) i want that person back for the comfort and support they gave me - Within minutes then reminders of how painful the letting down was take over- Then i know I have done the right thing!

The part in between...waiting for new friends to appear is hard, and feelings of lack of self worth take over but it is starting to happen so it is worth the wait! :)

I want friends and people in my life that help me grow, that are healthy and accept me for who i am! 

Janx