I remember this chapter well!! I had to read it twice back then because it spoke to me so much!! I was amazed that you knew what was in my head! It thrills me to be able to say that although I have my moments of fear (not around eating anymore), I no longer get the those feelings of terror. I know that no matter what the feelings or how intense they may feel, I have the tools to work through them. Look at me being so much into recoverying! :)