I followed you lol :) It's interesting that we both used the word vulnerable as did Jan in her most recent forum post. I was reading in HHH earlier and the word vulnerable came up several times in the chapter. Must mean something important...like I said, vulnerability is a scary concept. It means I have to feel. It means I have to be honest with myself about how I am feeling. Proud of your progress, shh. I know how hard it can be to let people in.