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Bulimia Help: Sacrificing Friends or Getting Treatment?

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Again I am asked:  How can I help my bulimic friend without her going into treatment?

Example: (not real names) Miranda and Trudy are both in their late twenties, married and in their late twenties.  They've been close friends for 16 years.

Trudy recently revealed her twelve year struggle with bulimia to Miranda. Trudy refuses treament. She only confides to Miranda about the bulimia.

Miranda feels she is helping by being the confidante and pitching in to help Trudy with family, household and business responsibilities. She also keeps a careful watch on Trudy's behavior and emotional states.

After two months Miranda is happy that Trudy has six weeks of not throwing up and pleads for help in knowing how she can help Trudy continue to get better without her going into treatment.

Who is asking for help?

Please note that in this example, Miranda asks for help, not Trudy.

When I hear this plea for help my heart aches for the suffering Miranda, Trudy and their family members experience. What is it that makes Miranda and Trudy desperate to avoid eating disorder recovery treatment for the illness that is bulimia?

Open letter to friends of people who are bulimic

Dear Miranda,

You are not alone

You and Trudy are not alone in thinking that bulimia is a behavior that can be stopped through will power and love. This is a bulimia story that is lived out all too many times in the hearts and minds of thousands of people.

Bulimia is a serious illness

Bulimia is a serious illness that only grows worse without treatment.  The acting out behavior involving food is only part of a long list of symptoms. Plus, as you understand from your knowledge of other illnesses, reducing or removing symptoms is not the same as healing.

Danger and sorrow of false hope

When you say Trudy has made it for six weeks now! with an exclamation point, I feel an emotional aching because of the all too familiar false hope in your inferred sense of victory.

Bulimia blocks awareness

Trudy is doing her best to remove a defense, to stop a coping mechanism that helps her deal with unbearable feelings.  Without the healing work that occurs in treatment, she has no defense against inner issues that plague her. She probably doesn't even know what those issues are.  Bulimia blocks not only her pain but also will block awareness of the source of her pain.

You are providing support she needs to develop herself

Your valiant efforts in helping her cope with her daily life tasks ease some of her stress. Your attentive and well meaning actions allow her to live without some of her bulimic defenses because you are providing the support she previously received from the binge/purge cycle.   But you can't carry the responsibilities of her life and yours indefinitely.

Consequences of self sacrifice to you

You willl get tired.  You will be under pressure to put your energy into your own needs or the needs of your family or your business.  You will remember how much of your energy is required to tend to your own life.

As Trudy grows dependent on your energy as a replacement for the numbing caretaking of bulimia her needs and expectations will increase.  Your energy and motivation will decline. You will want and finally, I hope, start putting more of your energy into your life and less into hers.

Withdrawal

Gracefully or ungracefully, you will both will struggle with the effects your withdrawal.

And by withdrawal, I mean easing up. For example, you might do her laundry once a week rather than every day, or watch her children for two hours once a week rather than several hours four or five days a week. You might talk to her once a day rather than five times or even talk to her only once or twice a week.

Facing consequences

When Trudy's stresses - even normal everyday stresses - are present for her to deal with without your constant presence and without her eating disorder coping mechanism, she will go back to the binge/purge pattern to protect her psyche.

When the binge/purge cycle returns she will feel guilt, shame, humiliation, sorrow - and even despair.  She might also feel angry with you for letting her down or feel bewildered and grief that you abandoned her. Those feelings can be unbearable and will only increase her need to binge and purge.

She will feel like a failure.  But she hasn't failed.  She just tried to let go of a lifeline without developing muscle and ability to learn how to swim.  Anybody who is drowning will reach for a lifeline.

The real lifeline is psychotherapy

And your being the lifeline doesn't teach her how to swim or help her understand why and how she came to be so over her head in the first place.

So please, if you can, please, please help me understand why the way to get solid recovery, i.e. treatment, is something you both so actively avoid?

I would so appreciate hearing what you have to share about this vital question.  So many people suffering from bulimia get well because of treatment.

Thank you, and good luck to you both.  I wish you all the success and health possible.

Joanna

P.S. The end of secrecy is the beginning of recovery.

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